{Trying to clear up the Confusion}

Ok, I am still confused but Monday I go into my OB's office and they will draw blood and do a more intense blood test (not sure on the name, just know it's more in depth) and hopefully my confusion will be all cleared up so that I won't have to get one of those clear blue easy tests. The Nurse did tell me that the progesterone suppositories that I am taking may cause problems with pregnancy tests...

I am figuring I am because my "visitor" has yet to rear her painfully crampy head in my direction. I am really hoping that I am because I am now sold on the idea of being pregnant so soon after my last miscarriage (for those who don't know, it was the end of last month), and I know that I will be crushed if I'm not.

Yes, yes, I know it will happen in it's own time BUT I want it to happen now! Patience is not my strong suit lately. "In the Lord's time" as many of my friends have told me and I do know it's true, but darn it! I want it to be now and not have to wait thru many more miscarriages or long months of trying and trying with no success! (Gosh I am pushy about this arn't I!)


So Monday blood work will be done and early Tuesday I will find out the results. (Fingers crossed, prayers said round the clock and tried patience...lol)


Really I want to know one way or another so I can answer Ruth's question (that she has asked every day since I miscarried) "Do you have a baby in your tummy, Mommy?" what kills me is the sweet voice and the pat on the belly I get when she asks me.