So this is pregnancy number nine. That's right, number nine. Below is the run down:
* 2001 had Aaron
* 2003 had Sam
* September 2003 miscarried - D&C 20-24 weeks
* 2004 miscarried
* 2005 had Ruth
Went on birth control in 2006 got off birth control 2009
* July 2009 miscarried - D&C
* December 2009 miscarried
* End of January 2010 miscarried
* March 2010 positive pregnancy test
I am going in tomorrow to get a blood test and hold my breath until week 12 so that I can hear the heart beat. I wasn't even trying to get pregnant right now, I even avoided sex during the time I was supposed to be ovulating, with the exception of valentines day, because really it's valentines day...YES, I know how babies are conceived and it only takes one time but I thought it wouldn't happen because of the run of bad luck since July.
My emotions are more reserved and I am not getting my hopes up, but really I am. I am worried this time it just won't stay 'til full term. I really am trying not to get excited but I'm not doing a good job of it. Life truly is a rollercoaster and full of so much love, life and loss. I hope that this little journey brings me a bit of life for Nine months, because I think the number NINE is my number...wanna know why? because this is the ninth pregnancy and the baby would be born on November 9th, 2010...Can you see all the Nine's?
I've got my fingers crossed for you! I know it's hard to get your hopes up, so hang in there! }HUGS{ and good baby growing wishes to you!
ReplyDeleteGood luck, I'll be praying for you!
ReplyDeletefingers AND toes crossed :)
ReplyDeleteThe way I count, you ware going to have at least 5 more kids to raise in the eternities.... :)
ReplyDeleteCongrats on the pregnancy.
Congratulations Girl! I am so proud for you and will pray for you. Be blessed, your friend, cindy
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