Monday, March 1, 2010

{Number Nine}




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So this is pregnancy number nine. That's right, number nine. Below is the run down:

* 2001 had Aaron
* 2003 had Sam
* September 2003 miscarried - D&C 20-24 weeks
* 2004 miscarried
* 2005 had Ruth
Went on birth control in 2006 got off birth control 2009
* July 2009 miscarried - D&C
* December 2009 miscarried
* End of January 2010 miscarried
* March 2010 positive pregnancy test
I am going in tomorrow to get a blood test and hold my breath until week 12 so that I can hear the heart beat. I wasn't even trying to get pregnant right now, I even avoided sex during the time I was supposed to be ovulating, with the exception of valentines day, because really it's valentines day...YES, I know how babies are conceived and it only takes one time but I thought it wouldn't happen because of the run of bad luck since July.
My emotions are more reserved and I am not getting my hopes up, but really I am. I am worried this time it just won't stay 'til full term. I really am trying not to get excited but I'm not doing a good job of it. Life truly is a rollercoaster and full of so much love, life and loss. I hope that this little journey brings me a bit of life for Nine months, because I think the number NINE is my number...wanna know why? because this is the ninth pregnancy and the baby would be born on November 9th, 2010...Can you see all the Nine's?



5 comments:

  1. I've got my fingers crossed for you! I know it's hard to get your hopes up, so hang in there! }HUGS{ and good baby growing wishes to you!

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  2. Good luck, I'll be praying for you!

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  3. fingers AND toes crossed :)

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  4. The way I count, you ware going to have at least 5 more kids to raise in the eternities.... :)
    Congrats on the pregnancy.

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  5. Congratulations Girl! I am so proud for you and will pray for you. Be blessed, your friend, cindy

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